boring summer day

I had yet another boring summer day. There is a lot to love about summer like the sun. swimming.no school. staying up late. sleeping in. and so on. but there is one thing i dislike about summer oh so much....I don't get to see my friends often, dude with gas like 4.14 a gallon I'm not going very many places.

Right now I am watching Willy Wonka [the new one] I have not seen that movie in such a long time. I have been cracking up very hard. :D

So have any of you ever lost a close friend....like you guys stopped talking and you felt like part of you was missing? Well that is how I have been feeling for the past couple of months. Recently tho I have reconnected with these people and it is amazing! For a while I kind of forgot about the HUGE fight we had and just went on with life. and once I started talking to them again I realized how much I missed them. we literally went about SIX MONTHS not talking. half a year. that is a long freaking time we wasted over something so stupid. I want to say to everyone.....no matter what there is NOTHING that should make you stop talking to one of your best friends for that long. We should have just made up and went on with life but were all sooo stubborn that we didn't want to listen to one another.

alright so all you shot at love 2 people.
wanna know what I THINK is going to happen? you might not think this is true but I think I am pretty close to what is going to happen.
SOOO Tila is going to pick Kristy for ratings. BUTTT Kristy is going to say something a long the lines of " i dont think we are right for each other" then Tila is going to get mad and cuss kristy out and call her fake. hahah well I have some inside info on it all so what I say is kind of along the lines of the truth. BUT i am not 100% sure. but we will all see how close I am some Tuesday

alright I will blog more later.
peace homies

first blog

I have decided to blog just because I have a lot to say and my hand cramps when I write it down so this is the next best thing..just one thing.....I will NEVER EVER say who I am.
So I guess you could say I am a normal teenage girl, but who knows what normal even means?!
I am in high school and will be a 10 grader. I play sports such as softball baseball hockey football...heck I play lots of sports. My summers consist of nothing but...[well I can't say cuz then people would be able to figure out who I am.] I go to Chicago every summer that is fun I guess. Music is basically my life..I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. I am usually a happy person on the outside that is. I do have my days where I wish things would go my way just ONCE but hey can't have everything you want now can we? I don't watch tv much, but when I do I either watch Disney or MTV or abc. I hate labels but I can not say I have never labeled anyone even tho I try not to.
I am no mother Teresa I make mistakes often and sometimes it takes me 2 or 3 times to learn from them. I am catholic but I don't know how much longer I will be cuz because I really don't like their "rules" or whatever u want to call them. It's not that I don't believe in God....BUT I am the kind of person who needs answers like I need to know facts and I need to be able to prove the facts...with God u need faith to believe and I don't have much of that. I do believe but i second guess myself a lot. I like to stay up late I am a night owl. I like to be alone at night to just think about things. Have a told you that I am bisexual, well I am. sooo there you have it..the start of who I am and thats not even half of who I am.
-mee