first blog

I have decided to blog just because I have a lot to say and my hand cramps when I write it down so this is the next best thing..just one thing.....I will NEVER EVER say who I am.
So I guess you could say I am a normal teenage girl, but who knows what normal even means?!
I am in high school and will be a 10 grader. I play sports such as softball baseball hockey football...heck I play lots of sports. My summers consist of nothing but...[well I can't say cuz then people would be able to figure out who I am.] I go to Chicago every summer that is fun I guess. Music is basically my life..I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. I am usually a happy person on the outside that is. I do have my days where I wish things would go my way just ONCE but hey can't have everything you want now can we? I don't watch tv much, but when I do I either watch Disney or MTV or abc. I hate labels but I can not say I have never labeled anyone even tho I try not to.
I am no mother Teresa I make mistakes often and sometimes it takes me 2 or 3 times to learn from them. I am catholic but I don't know how much longer I will be cuz because I really don't like their "rules" or whatever u want to call them. It's not that I don't believe in God....BUT I am the kind of person who needs answers like I need to know facts and I need to be able to prove the facts...with God u need faith to believe and I don't have much of that. I do believe but i second guess myself a lot. I like to stay up late I am a night owl. I like to be alone at night to just think about things. Have a told you that I am bisexual, well I am. sooo there you have it..the start of who I am and thats not even half of who I am.
-mee